Fiction, Fiction, Everywhere, and Not a Phrase to Think

We are supposed to write about writing fiction, or about fiction writing but I'm not really sure exactly what I should talk about. Any time you write fiction I think it's something different, you can never write the same thing the same way twice, which I am notoriously known for when I write out one of my chapters only to later type it out and end up with something different. I believe that your mind is always adding to ideas and building off of them to get better and better. I suppose that is the beauty of writing fiction stories, you have total freedom to change and adapt. This is what keeps me writing, and I hope that one day my writing inspires someone else to write the way so many writers have inspired me.

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Unsure of what else to write, I waited until after today's class to continue my response. I find myself suddenly feeling unsure in my decision to take this course; my love for writing suddenly coming to an impasse. During our writing assignment I was pretty proud of the story I came up with on the spot, considering my talent lies in coming up with well thought out stories that I usually take a couple weeks to even think about starting. But then I heard the stories other people wrote and I suddenly realized that perhaps I'm not so cut out for this like I thought.

But I suppose not much can really be done about it now, I'm here and I'll make the most of it. I guess I'll just have to stick to my fanfictions full of humor and no real storyline, since that seems to be the only thing I'm good at. What a waste; I wish I had realised this years ago when I started writing.